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Friday, August 30, 2002
trouble people
meet HT for lunch ,upper bukit timah
went city hall .c swimsuit
didnt meet XL cos she got something on
went bugis,dint managed to buy clothing cos havnt open
bought 4 water bottle
went back home ,she Zzzzzz while i study.
1900 went back bugis cos i know she raelly want to buy
beach rd is open again
BP then home,got a bit wet cos raining
2120went downstair, gym, parata
ah poh was here at last
got home home ard 2320
call HT.
Went jas home study BCT
reach ard 1205 , at first she dont want to come down
0100 when to xueling to take bct notes st52 529
buy water n pau on the way to JE
0230 went home, it was quite cold
0300 wanted to cont to study but i just couldnt help myself to go to the bed n sleep
0630 it was really late aready only got 3hrs to study
bath n study
call HT , but she went to bed again
went to sch 1005 , i was late again.
got 60 for my paper not very gd but consider not bad cos last minute work
call HT went back home, eat, Zzzzzzz
02:25
Wednesday, August 28, 2002
Early in the morning
montionless in the bed
suddenly my hp sounded
call HT she wasnt feeling too gd (fr her voice)
the coversation was a short 1
went back to sleep but couldnt, knowing somethings was wrong somewhere.
considering wheather to on the cpu to c wat had happen
In the end i did.
dun really know wat had happen.
was it my fault?hopefully not my fault
wat is there to stay away from everywhere..everybody..everything... a get-away. run away to a far far away place?
not tired anymore dun feel like sleeping
Earlier part of the day
Went to BP ard 0650, dun want her to be late
park my bike somewhere near BP (61) but along the bus lane again
walk up to 108 , cos she might take a cab
call her and she is still at home
she call back n i was waiting at the lift
As we were walking down to take my bike, she forgot to take Xc card
she decided to go back n take
i went to take my bike n meet her at the slope there
went SA by depot
qianyu saw us but i didnt
went home, go market eat but didnt bring $$$$$
Zzzzzz...... HT call ard 1140 after her encon paper
she study inside council room
My cpu crush. format my PC .the last time i did was just june
call again just before she go in for her chem
d/l kazza then ping guan (qing ni xiang xin wo)
GD luck that was my last words
staff tan sms asking me to have dinner with his wife at alexandra village
i sms HT told her about it
she didnt sound happy when she call me after her chem paper
she decided to go queensway with me.
1720 i just realized that i got a rollar blade lesson .
I total forget abt it
Rush down to sunset way.
1830 to pick HT, then go to alexandra village
i was late , they have order food aready
sotong, clayfish, stingray, hump, veg, fried rice , sugar cane
as usually i ate a lot n she eat a bit only
i carry on to eat pao n ching ting.
2000 went queensway , to laminate her stuff
we went shopping for a while .looking at sports shoe
2030 on the way to my bike , she dun want to hold hand so she carry both of the helmet
i dun think i bully her loh
she choose it.. haha
wanted to catch a show( lilo stitch)
but it not open yet
went my place put down my stuff then went suntec
bought ticket (XXX) but we went to wrong theatre .
In the end watch austin power gold member
after show go ford rd ,mobil 0809, hope she will remember
then Amara FC
chat ,play cards then want to play chinese chess but i forgot my keys
My place, chat then play a while
0030 went back
0100 light off
It 0520 time to get some rest
12:17
Tuesday, August 27, 2002
Monday
BE test.HT was having GP n maths
it wasnt that scary .maybe i know my stuff
home.time to get a gd rest
Zzzzzzzzz
d/l qing ni xiang xin wo
HT went home after her maths , she was too tired
meet her ard 2000 at BP
ask her if she could stay at my place cos i might got some Maths questionsss for her
if i dun know
she agreed. she went home take notes n get change.
study maths n she was studying chem
0030 she was tired . time to let her sleep
i continue .....
play a while
0200 get some rest wanted to get up at 0300 but.....
giving myself excuse
still got a lot of hours to study
so decided to rest for 5 more minutes, then another 5 minutes, then another 5 minutes, then another 5 minutes......
In the end 0500 . it realy time to wake up
bath then study , wanted to ask her a few question but just bu ren xin
she was just adorable, while she was sleeping
just not disturb her
TUE
0840 she was awake . K n left home . leaving her at home.
i was late . didt really perform well
1010 call home .
got home ard 1030
gave her a watch n box (she dun wear a watch)
maybe just say for knowing her 1 month
rest ..she was angry after I ........
1150 off the clementi coffee bean
1220 back home Zzzzzz
1600 wake up.1630 she sms
she divert again , wanted to run away again
i call her again .asking me not to go down
but i did .knowing that she is going to give me a spotsday again
Saw her while i was reaching clementi
went to eat . really hungry
went WyWy play game
Xmen vs street fighter, puzzle fighter, ultra cop
then to BP 1900
waiting at 106 for her to come down
2020 my place
went BK study , eat sushi .too noisy
go up to food court for a while then someone say it closing .
in the end we went to gym
i trained n she study at TPRC
went home ard 2300
she still got paper tomorrow
20/30
1 month have past but it like i known her for a long time
think i also start to undeestand her better
21:05
Sunday, August 25, 2002
Sunday
waking Ht up at 0800
soccer at 1000
lunch at 1220, bath then Zzzzzzz
waking up at 1500
still got a lot of stuffs to study BE
HT met XL , they were both studying in Amara Food court
i think it a much more better place cos it nearer , time is not wasted on traveling
meet her ard 1700
To my home, she taught me maths
when to people's park , eat , buy gel
then send her home ard 2000 cos she having dinner
study for my BE
sleep, study , sleep, study , sleep , study
that how my times past
01:47
Meaningful day
waking up at 0830
call HT, wanted to meet her at 9 but she say wanted to wait for the rain to stop
dun want me to get wet n sick again
stick according to my plan meet her at 0915 . i didnt ride a bike
taking 166 to Novenas. we were late .(1005) didnt manage to get a sit
1030went to Novena square to eat long john.
MRT to toa
took a bus to everywhere
157 fr toa to JW. chat along the bus
went to bicycle shop , bought a water bottle ( orange)
MC , tution center then she walk me to lakeside MRT.
Home study
meet her again at ard 2000
KFC (JW)
went safra BM register for the AHM
think by now she should know my pin
went ikea
eat beef steak
cut up the beef steak into small pieces for her
ask my father to recorded channel U . Miss cheong
went to chia home gave him the tag n Tshirt (AHM)
home 2220. sleep till 0100
it was late for her
watch the video then send her home.
01:45
Thursday, August 22, 2002
Report sick
My brain cell is not function well, i cant think much
still not feeling very well.
Doggie t shirt got wet, think he must be lazy to go to the loo
He was with me writing this.
not feeling tired but weak, knowing that i would get a hard time getting up if i sleep
time to sleep?
cant blame her cos in the past she did not have a gd relationship
I just want to love the gal i like. is there anything wrong abt that?
maybe on top is just punishing me .
call HT before she is rushing to sch again
Y dun just treasure the things u r having now?
attendance 17/27
Afternoon
I was sleeping when the door suddenly open .
first i thought it was my father but it was XL .
wat is she doing in my home?
HT appear later. actually she was closing the door
she bought fish slice noodle for me cos i wasnt feeling too gd
she took out the bottle to stars n start counting
after that they went to BK n study.
went down to BK with vic. past her jacket ,dun want her to be cold
meet her ard 2100 . walk XL to mrt
went my place bought BK
went home ard 2300
chat on the phone
light off ard 0030
15:52
Another Spotday
Just woke up feeling a bit giddy looking at my hp, it 2320
No miss call no sms , looking at my caller ID no 1 call, m I still dreaming?
Call HT but cant get thru ,did I forgotten her hp? Using my hp n call the same things happen
Something is wrong. Dun know y ,but just call XL
Asking y couldn’t get to HT.
She is running again
Yyyyyyyyyyy??????????????
Getting a death sentence without any reasons
Really out of point. It really not being fair
Changing fr 9789 to 6323 to 6327 talking to XL just hoping that maybe HT would call me
Come think of it, I m just tian zhen. Cos she got sim to run away
At last manage to get thru but she didn’t answer.
0130. she dun really know me. i was quite sad but come to think of it,i cant blame her cos everythings happen too fast
knowing that actually they are some misunderstanding between us
I don’t know wat to do ? just thinking of going to walk alone hopefully can get some idea
But my body is getting weak n cold …….. this is strange
Fr TG to Lau pa sa to centro to Chinatown to BM then to BP
I was talking to myself along the way , wanted to tell how I feel but when I reach there,
Only ½ of it was said. Message n phone ring, but I just want to be alone to want to settle thing fast.
0300 BP
Rm light is off, she might be asleep. Still thinking wanted to call HT. dun know wat to say n how to start ?
In the end I called her , cos dun want she to wait too long if she is still waiting ,wanted her to have gd rest cos she having lesson later n she is not feeling well
Ring , ring ,ring, ring ,ring …..hello
Actually wanted to put down after the 3rd ring cos she might be sleeping aready
Anyway I try.
After a while, she know that I m at 104 .looking out of her window wearing her spec ,
I didn’t really c her but she c me.
0330 time to go home ,on the phone until she cant c me
Is it she pity me, worry about me or like me?
A ranger walking along Keppel rd
0405 reach home. Call HT , she was not asleep she was waiting for my call
she is going to be tired later when she is in sch. Y?
wat if she is in my shoe , wat would she do, wat would she feel? i really dun know?
just leave?maybe be true that i havnt da dong ta de xin . she havnt trust me .
sometimes its better that u dun know the truth
Only time will prove it .
Never run away fr problem but try all sort of ways to solve. there will always be a way
try to solve it on the day itself. No point dragging it . It will only be worse
12:56
Wednesday, August 21, 2002
Lazy gal
wake her up at 0610 but she sent back to sleep
XL sms ard 0720
1100 call HT , then know that she is at home
1200 send father to delta swimmming pool ,got scolding cos delay here n there
Went BP 1235
1320 HT came
went bras basah bought harmonica for my father (HT paying)
table tennis bat n balls.
Went Mc study but didnt stay long
Went funan coffee bean vanilla lat
study , play with calulator figuring how to off
filling personal particular (sheares bridge)
i got 90% n she got 70% , i should give credit to her
Bought weights then off fo clementi interchange
Rain on the way there, stop by SA
worn rain coat, luckily we did
to clementi then nus
Eat dinner then Zzzzzzz
09:19
Tuesday, August 20, 2002
Walking to my home fr cantoment
Call Ht at 0800 but she went back to Zzzzzz until 0845
0935 then leave home.
Taking 605 to cantoment bus stop
Waiting for her somewhere, afraid that it will rain n dun know she know how to walk to my place
Met her blk 5 then go market buy food to my home
1030 home rest until 1100
study till 1200 then eat bean curd .
study again until 1400 then rest until 1500
1530 to clemti interchange met XL cos having tution at NUS
went home , vic came . play games , study then sleep.
2100 she called ,went down to look for her NUS prata
saw her 2nd ex
off to SAJC then BP . chat at 104 about how I woo her
2330 she was late .
home. Eat supper then bath
she didn’t want to sleep cos she wanted to do her maths
0140 Ht call. Chat until 0200 then Zzzzzz
wed
went to sch . but tution cancel .
rollrblade lesson at 1700 but they were late
end at 1830 .
met HT at 1910 go tiong baru eat then go TG study . blk 5
i went to the GYM ard 2110 leaving her alone at blk 5
went to the toilet but didnt c her. ran away again?
quicky finish my sets then go n look for her
she was at blk 4
went home study 2245 break
2325 send her home
0030 got home
chat then light off 0100
11:45
Monday, August 19, 2002
First visit to HT house n Neo print
Woke up at 0900 go CTP buy Mc big breakfast
Go HT home .(BP) 1000
Thinking of it, it the first time of eating Mc breakfast at home, she also
Putting a lot of pepper n salt on to the egg n meat
Soft mattress, pillow …..
Rain.
1130 went to JW (453) XL home
play with her dog , then chinese chess
went Np ard 1330 ,met ivan eat chicken chop
play table tennis, then basketball
1700
call MF but they went to BT plaza eat then play pool
I want to liabary n study
1940 went to mobil then off to JW (507) Mc
2120 westmall ,Uncle tibits ,bought barley mint (meiji)
eat xiao wan mian then go to MS
take our first neo print (doggie n ducky included)
2250 BP then home
chat to 0030 then Zzzzzzz
09:24
Sunday, August 18, 2002
Spotday
0400 HT sms , twice.
One In chinese n the other in english
Ask me to c the lastest entry of her diary
0540 I read the diary
HT has to leave before I leave
Wat it really mean ?
Never think much ,I went to BP n wait for her
0600 read a book n waiting for her
0930 she appear at last
She saw my bike; she didn’t slow down instead , she run away
Y?I ran after her but luck was not on my side
She got on to a cab n off she went
I went back to take my bike to look after her but the traffic light betray me
Lost her , sms her but didn’t know she change sim card .
1020 Got home cant sleep but really tired, n sad
running away without any reasons . it not fair
wondering wat I was going to do later .
1040 she sms me telling me not to go n look for her
Plan A was to go her house n wait for her until she came back .
1120 she call me,ask where I was?I was at home n she just end the call
1200 a special person sms me , tell me where HT was. Is that a gift fr the above?
Asking me to go down to airport n look for her.
She was XL.(HT so call twins) Only met her twice.
At first didn’t really know want to go down a not?
But I think her frd cannot be wrong so I went down with my doggie
1X0 km/hrs to airport
1245 reach airport went to waving hall
Didn’t see XL until she wave at me
Asking her to go elsewhere so that I got chance to talk to HT
With a little bit help fr doggie, Everything was soon settle
We went to coffee express . they study n i was reading a bk
1600 went to T1 eat , I was really hungry .
1800 went back home , while they still cont
1840 got home n sleep ,didn’t have a gd rest since thur nite
2200 ,papa say got frd come n frd me, the first person that come across my mind was vic
I cont to sleep then she came closer then I realize it was HT
I was surprise n happy cos she said she want me to sleep more .
Actually I was also her fault that I didn’t have a gd rest :P
2300 went downstair , play chinese chess with her
She was not bad, not those ah cat and ah dog that dun know how to play
Send her back , but this time , using bicycle
I was sweating on the way to her home
Saw ah low at 7-11
Home ard 0020 then bath, sleep
After so much of wind wind ,rain rain ,everything is fine now
It was XL who gain all the credit without her tips, I would not have succeeds by myself
Really own her a favuor
17:22
Saturday, August 17, 2002
First camping at my home
Lesson at 8. Went home at 1000. Zzzz
Back to sch at 1300.maths online, c prog
Icq sms. HT went sentosa study
Meet her at ard 2200 at BM Mc
She went her to look for XL,XL forgot to bring key, waiting for her dad
Went to suntec carrefour .15 mimutes of shopping on foods
Went home with big bag, small bag.
Wanted to go for a jog , but she was just lazy
Watch Tv ,eat supper at home (turkey dog n taiwan sauguages)
As usually I didn’t wash, she did.
Watch another tv program then , Zzzzzz
Intended to go for a morning jog but we were just too tired cos we were simply tired
Last nite, we were busy playing while trying to sleep.
1000 blk 6 market. Eat breakfast .
1130 she took a cab to elais mall for tution
I went to NUS for mass swim .
1800 went dover watch soccer match then go dover market eat. (ah huart rojak)
meet jas 2100 at bugis .she was late
went NUS chit chat
2310 send her home .
saw her 1st ex
2340 meet HT. Went my home. Message for me, watch tv then go home ard 0200
05:39
Friday, August 16, 2002
PETS
This time up , I decided to wake up earlier 0610
But she was rushing again (more time, then bath longer loh)
Zzzzzzz to 1100
Meet ricky ,pass him plaque .
Lesson until 1500 cos cancel .
Went home, gym then go sunset way teach rollar blade
The boy wanted to learn again n he was standing on his own
Now both wanted to learn
1830 rushing to bishan park
2030 to BM Mc meet HT
go Tiong bahru eat (famished), bought 2 tortoise (xiao ting n ah zhi)
2130 home,tv,study
2300 send her home
0100chat with HT
0130 light off
05:51
Wednesday, August 14, 2002
$$$ too much?
Manage to wake up at 0630 call HT
Took a cab to SA cos she was abt to be late
1 hour in sch n back to home.
Call ah qiang chit chat ,in the end I requisite to sleep but he didn’t let me cos I woke he up first
No choice tell him I m going to buy 4D
Zzzz to 1500
Go sunset way teach 4 year old boy rollar blade
He wasn’t keen on learning , stubborn.
Mother intend to change to her daughter 9 years old
1710 off dover n rest, then to bishan 1800
1830 bishan park teaching a 40 years old lady
luckly she wasn’t demanding .
I was wondering y some1 would pay $30 for 1 hour of rollar blade lesson?
2030 back home ,cook noodles. Do my stuff.
2215 HT sms but I didn’t reply
chat with dennis a while
2340 call HT , she was ….. y I didn’t sms back
I was also …… y she cant just call me
?????
0100 light off
21:32
Tuesday, August 13, 2002
Hard work did pay off
Wake up at 0630 but 0710 then call HT
Then was my turn to be late
10 min past 0900 then reach sch
gt a admonition.
1200 bct leeson trail test ,most of the questions dun know how to do
Got home,meet vic for lunch
Study then go gym, nap..
Sms HT knowing that she was unhappy cos quarrel with her mother
Want to be alone, wanted to meet her but she dun want
Ran to canntoment bus stop, forgot to bring wallet , Ran back
knew that if she dun want to come down I can go up.
Anyway she passed the busstop n left
Asking her to stop at shenton way but she didn’t
Saying that if got fate , we would meet up.
I try
Going back n took my bike n journey to the east.
Got up the first 1 but fail.
Try the second 1 , luckily she was there.
sbs 9340
Leaving my bike there with a ticket.
Without noticeing me, I went to the back n sit all the way to east coast
I was discovered when she was crossing the road
Think she was shocked.
(She was Wearing black n orange short)
Hand in hand we walk to the chalet
So my hard work did pay off.
Went back to take my bike which was along the bus shoulder
Got home take doggie, n back to east coast
She was missing , but she around somewhere.
It really not very alright for a gal to walk ard there at this timing
Met , chat , hug doggie, home.
Got a first (H) fr her
To ford rd mobil . back to BP 2330
Bath , eat , then chat till 0115 then sleep.
A lot of effort was put in today
It might look like it is very simple n smooth but the
Procedure is not facile , n the back up is even worse.
10:13
Monday, August 12, 2002
All ur fault
0800 to 1930 in sch . taking only 1 meal.
Went BT plaze eat with my classmates.(Lunch)
Intend to stay in sch to finish up my notes, go n meet HT
Sms her , she say she to go else where
2000
Precipitate down to BM Mc to try my luck, if not BP
She was there with XL.
After talking on the phone, XL requisite to go home
But in the end ,3 of us stay at Mc
I was busy copying notes that I miss out
2200.Im done
With 2 extra bks , we went to MS. She is in Sa clothing
Play games, purposely let her win 1 game so that she will cont
Final score 1 – 10
N that was the only game she won
Back to BP before 2330
Jogging at 0000 to world trade (5km)
Bath ,chat with HT .
Light off at 0120
11:40
Sunday, August 11, 2002
Waiting day
Wake up call fr HT ard 0840,actually to be 0815. She was also tardy
After breakfast, Zzzzzzz again
It my turn to be late, phone fr BH
Precipitate down to the basketball court.
There was ard 5 team playing, waiting didn’t sound like a gd suggestion so we went to chinatown market
The sun wasnt friendly, my stamina was not at my best .havnt been exercising since Monday.
After only 5 games ,we went for lunch.
Home ard 1500
Zzzzzzz until 1600 then vic called
Went my place ,didn’t allow me to sleep.he was bored
At last he went home at ard 1900.
Call HT. Waiting at 104
Just knew that she could come out but she slip to BM Mc
25km on the road think it the longest journey so far for us.
Mc ,then DSDC.2150
Staff tan. Eat 3 burger .chat a while ,walk ard then off we go again.2235
She back before 2300
Got a present(K). This should be counted as our first 1
But I earned it myself :p
Naughty, naughty.
10:22
Saturday, August 10, 2002
Waking up , feeling peculiar
After brunch , back to bed again
Went to sim lim square, bugis, suntec
Meet ht at singapore river bridge.2140
I was almost 40 minutes late, miss the bus stop
Took a cab to suntec, brought a 9kg wood come home
Hand in hand we walked back.
Dindt go any where ,cos wanted to watch Man U vs Boca jr
Taking Man U n (–1) . She fell a sleep during 2nd half
But I still lost 2-0
Went home cos she need to go tution tomorrow morning.
11:30
Friday, August 09, 2002
Memorial Birthday
1700 quiescent on the bed
Abruptly a beep beep .
Precipitance down to bishan cos dun want her do nihility.
Raindrop kept falling on my head; raindrop kept falling on my head
Pragmatic thinking to no place to go. not my place
Welcome to my biosphere, everything look so peculiar as I think she seldom c such things
Parade start at 1830.
1915 precipitance down to ford road, luckily I was riding my CBR fireblade n contrive to squeeze the
1950 fireworks time .It was an close encounter with them
2005 back to my place
Famishing
Cook noodles. ( still not too bad )
Chat , watch TV, saunter round my neighborhood.
0200 SMS asking her to ‘game’, no reply.
No reply means YES.
She woundnt be here if the ans is NO.
Is it too fast?
I think is too difficult for her to ask.
0500 categorical to go back.
Half past five in the dawn.
Didn’t bath ,last sms n Zzzzzzz…..
Good things can share but not EVERYTHINGS
22:59
Thursday, August 08, 2002
Sad but a surprising morning
Well............This morning, it not a nimble morning for me,but it was a surprise morning
As jas came up to my house to pass me a BIrthday card .
Think it would be quite nice if she is my sister.
Althought It is not the first time but i m very surprise maybe i was too concentrated over my Cccccc
Manage to get 9.5/15 but i got help fr 1 of my frd.
wat have i been doing for the past 1 month
went camp at ard 3+
Raining cat & dogs fr 4 to 7pm
didnt want precipitance to go home,camp is really not a bad place to stay anyway.
05:04
Wednesday, August 07, 2002
Rebonding, it a nice name
should be nice wat ,but how come she say not fastidious?
ck"nt nice then i take loh"
ht"who say i want u" :P
Miss my gym section, cos dun have the disposition to do
Getting fatigue but later still have to wake up n study
There will always be someone who will appreciate ur workpiece
09:01
lunch with mum at mouth
rise n shine after 2hours of nap
but the vic call my hp n wake me up again
2 games of winning eleven n only 1 winner.
WHo else? :)
It still a long day to go.
Study Cccccccc..............
03:01
Tuesday, August 06, 2002
Early in the morning, 2 helmet to sch
2 hours break no where to go.
Lesson end at 4 ,run run a way yar
Queenstown with vic, sms HT
To my fiasco, she was not free
2 helmet the whole day but only 1 was used,which was my head n not........
Eating duck rice alone (insipid) but dun know y?
Study C pro but dun know how to do ,even with the aid of jq
I just found out that I not been listening in class.
tomorrow it will be worse. STRESS
As for today solace, HT agreed to accompany me on Friday.
09:43
Monday, August 05, 2002
Long day but Happy
After gym, i went to look for HT.
waiting outside st thersea church,thought i was late but
haha she was not there yet.
wearing red blouse n blue jean,she say the same thing again.
'sorry'
straight to bugis, I bought a seiko watch (choose my her)
walking to beach rd to watch moive(long time dead)
she look quite adorable when she was alarm.
After supper at MOS burger n Arcade, we went back cos she is haggard.
lost my way home when i was at purmei cos i made a wrong turn.
erudite that she had a headache thru sms
take care .
Long day soldier
11:34
Sunday, August 04, 2002
Early in the morning Sms HT
Manage to date her out
At first,she couldnt make it today,
but luck was on my side.
It was raining heavily.hopeful it will stop ard 4pm.
21:26
A bit dun understand
I was wondering
'it my fault'
wat it means?
The answer I get is 'it not important now'
:(
jas n i zero%
but i think HT n me got better chance
think i began to like this gal. :)
but today this naughty gal didnt go airport n study.
10:59
Tired day
Everything has been quite smoothly.
Impetous from home to airport.
Went to east coast with HT.
SHe is the gal which i met 1week ago thur jas
began to talk cos my frds havnt arrive.
suddenly a phone call fr somebody,
precipitate down to sembawang mrt.
As i was about to send her back,
she asking a queer request asking me to pillion jas
went to bed at 5am
10:25
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